nevah trust no one!!!

people think I’m an awful and mean person but at least I love them

I’m twenty seven million times more awful & mean towards myself and on top of all that I hate myself

perspective

I have self control and I even try to believe that things will get better

But it’s been so long and I can’t wait much longer

I want to disconnect myself from the entire world before the entire world disconnects itself from me

Like I’m well aware nobody will ever care if I disappear

Nobody will even notice

Cause I’m here & they never notice so like what’s the difference?

Once you die everyone is your immediate bestfriend for a day until they forget about you again

Telling fake stories about the good times

I want good times

I’m sick of being constantly reminded I’m the worst person ever I already fucking know

“You win I’m sadder than you”

and I am sure there is nobody who I can count on, nobody I can trust, nobody nobody nobody

Sometimes I look in the mirror to wash my hands or see a photo of me or something and I don’t recognize myself & I forget who I am for a second or two